Cave Diving...

You want a real nightmare to scare yourself, do some Caving then when you get to the bottom go Diving hundreds of feet from the surface in tight little tunnels filled with a 100,000 years of silt, which when you just glance it explodes into a blinding cloud of particles....

Clinical Depression is just like caving, only into a really bottomless hole... yet you mostly come back and laugh it off... but sometimes, one day, you get stuck and drown alone without a witness who cannot see or feel your living misery... and you never come back...

to break the bones of your mind in an endless chasm of death most certain... utter cold dread fills your head, there is no escape no release only suffocating desperation as you struggle helplessly, the knowledge of your worthless life pointlessly striving to go on as you Panic into hysterical madness... the very miracle of life becomes sacrificed for NOTHING, but tragic foolishness...

No win this time... you should have chosen another fate mate...