Don't let it Break Your Heart.

Stuff happens that is inscrutably unexpected... something you did that you later regretted... this is the birth of your conscience...

When your Relations and friends Cease.... its is time to go time travelling... into the realms of remembrance, it is all you have when the life you enjoyed has gone South...

Girls will be the NEW MEN of future planets... only a Woman can TAKE IT...  Boys are not Tough enough...

Girls a Tougher then Men Emotionally... they don't let the heartbreak control them...

but Men break and quake in their boots... Don't let it break your heart even if it does... Walk on... into the thunder...

there is no cure for a Broken Heart, only demise, ain't no surprise? being without love is not being Alive, anyway... Loneliness is a quiet Death you never expected...

it comes in a flash, just when you bought a new life, your old one is Over...

Cheerio 

Grim n Grave...

As You reach nearer to the end of life, your thoughts can become very Grim and Gravely Deteriorating... What is destined to become cannot be avoided...Thoughts turn black, hope fades and fatality awakens in your Soul... grim and Grave thoughts take control...

Each day you thrive is one day less you will be alive... Get Ready for the shock twist of modern culture... it turns to War of the Wallets... nobody can Afford the FUTURE...

Only the poor can survive... The Good and Holy are already Dead... only the Homeless will survive....

Hope is a false flag; you are addicted to delusions...

Death is when I am Happiest...

Never wanted to be in this Realm... didn't want to continue from Day One.... I was sick of living the day I was born, too much pain discomfort and pointless incomprehensible activity....

I wish I had been an ABORTION... lost in a bucket put in the furnace and forgotten... my only Pleasure in this life is when I fall asleep into the folds of endlessness.... Sleep is my favorite natural DRUG... You can attain it many ways... (as you know)

Life is a sickos Idea of existing... get more regret nothing, take take take, as much as you can make, the civilized World is so backward and self immolating...

Who the fuck wants to Live !!! egotists assholes and bastards....

I just want to sleep FOREVER ASAP and take you all with me !!!

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Power Options...

Computers are the centre of my consciousness... any thing I have ever created was because they exist... it really is an extension of the human Mind to have a Mate who remembers anything you say to it...

My Old Laptop just died on me after a nasty infection that re arranged all My DNS codes... so I could not connect to the web at all, At All.... but I have my backups, I collect Laptops from eBay and have accumulated several many... as they are so Cheap Second-hand....

Power options are something to acclimatize to... When you wanna Go What do you Choose... (check this out)

Hibernate, Sleep, Shut down or Death by hanging... it is always Easier to DIE... x

I suffer the Sun...

I hate the Sun, but I hate the Son of Man more... just take a look at it... Chaos rape War discrimination... it never seems to end...

Give me Winter ANY-DAY... this heat is crushing and smothering... summer has never lasted so long... roll on November...

Be as one against None... We are alone together.. there is no hope or future... just distress...

So mote it be

Nothing Belongs to You

you belong to it... every compulsion is another's revulsion that is committed with Propulsion, when emotions torment you: and you are most vulnerable...

Everything is Borrowed, Nothing ever actually Belongs to you, as it is not atomically possible, you are a brief encounter... not an all for ever thing... Nothing is Forever...

Especially You... You came close to perfection... but Ahem, sadly nothing lasts... and your expectations out grew your Defibrillation.. every Human Is DISPOSABLE...

but every Dead Son or Daughter, meant a lot to their Family.. every loss is a hole in your heart.. Every time you think of it .... it hurts like losing a limb... Pain is the secret Sorrow for most of us... that we hide...

Grief n endless pain is self proportional to the mistakes One made, Re - visited in old age, time is ticking... soon you will be beyond nothing... and there is where you finally dwell... in the endless regrets of HELL...

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Win the World and you lose your Soul... 

in the toss of a Coin...

Redemption is not Possible...

There is no state of forgiveness, there is no wiping away of all you did an regret... you can be very sorry... but the carving has been committed to the granite of time... 

Don't you remember the lines 

"The Moving Finger writes; and, having writ, / Moves on: nor all thy Piety nor Wit / Shall lure it back to cancel half a Line, / Nor all thy Tears wash out a Word of it." (A great Arab once spoke that)

That kind of Profundity is a Mile Marker for every lost Soul... it tells you, there is no going back to change a mistake... EVER...

You have to live AHEAD OF TIME in the present moment to AVOID wrong decisions... Seek help advice and Nurture... you may be Lucky... but most are not... ever.. hard luck and no returns...

When you end up crying all the time... You big Crying baby...

done with sorrow... Go to hell where You belong forever in torment and doubt.. where there is no relent/....