The Pain of Living...

When your get up and go, has got up n gone... and you are too lazy to get up and run after it... when just standing up is painful, and walking is a limited distance.. you may get to the point where you are genuinely tired of living...

as everything becomes hard work and a drag, even getting out of bed to have a piss is a days work... your balance is off, and you are in the shooting gallery for the final gasp... like the Titanic, full speed ahead without a second thought, then the unexpected inconvenience of sinking to Davy Jones Underpants..

life is a pain in the ass, your better off dead anyway... when the essence of life has lost its meaning suspense or mystery, its time to Book Your Cremation, I just bought mine, Chosen the music and left a spoken message on a CD to play at the event, 

at 50 You get a shock, but you still have years till you hit 60, then you hit 60, and you begin to get nervous... but at 70+ you know your number is just about up, not the lottery kind but the dying kind... Titanic time...

it's a Jackpot a full house; like after a weekend party... you got on sunday afternoon; to get rid of all those sleeping bodies, The Morons and Malefactors you think are your friends... is Life a Gas?

Yeah it's a Gas.... but that good feeling Gas becomes lethal, over time is a torture only the Gods understand relative to small time short lived humans...

Worry torment fear.... keeps you awake alert and alive... WORRY KEEPS YOU FRESH.... as long as you are Activated the stimulus is working... 

But when everything goes BLACK (no offence to Negroes) you are officially TITS UP.... when it's tome to Go you better get Aquiessent, because however hard a condemned Man Struggles, He will always get to the GALLOWS...

you are no different, But time is your Jailer... and no act of will can change alter or modify it.... So, seek Joy not death if you want to take another Breath...

Life is Easy... Dying is difficult....

Farewell all Absent Pals...

Ian Holmes Lewis, Robert Kerr, Daniel O'leary, Edward Argent, Andy Lyall... I could go on for a page; but you get the idea... 

No Counter

I removed Page counter as it was out of control, not sure if someone isnt Playing with me... right now to day it has reached.... 282,864... 30,000 in one month? I dont get it... it scared me so I removed the counter, in case you think I was falsifying it... So now you dont have to worry, me neither... Hic...

let there be Joy in doubt... and love unique in loneliness... Numbers have no meaning... only kind words and good actions really mean something...

You knew that Already, but didnt realise it... was so Powerful and True...

Amen absent friends...

The Last thing you ever expected....

DEATH... You can drop dead anywhere... sitting in traffic, Shitting too hard, pushing your old body too far... It Comes... at light speed toward you... dont get too used to a normal day, as one normal Day you will "Drop"...

Universal Dynamic healing Love is all around you, the ultimate Algorithm's of Paradise are within and without you...

But What is the point of Paradise or Heaven huh? Idle times without food Sex or Massage... You never poop again.... what a drag Heaven must be.... coz I adore a good Shit...

no fun only perfect silence and the annihilation of free will... without the ability to lift a bottle to your mouth.... No Booze No Orgasams, that is more like Hell inverted... Who needs Heaven...

at least you feel something in Hell.... apart from the pain of burning... you conscience keeps you turning on the spit with all the other Pigs... and you cook forever never is there any relent...

You may become ashes but your Guilt lives for all time... endlessly being Liquidised in a foul Cess pit of your own making... only Pure souls survive the deluge of the body...

Who can Kill a good Idea?

Thank You Danielle

Thank you again... for sending me "Snow Patrol" I send you in return Heat Control... Hope your safe Hun... Think of you 3 times a month at least...

Hope you got a new Dog... Amen Sugar....

Xxx '~' stay Cool as you can...

Irretrievably inconceivable

Check your OXYGEN LEVELS... there aint much Fresh air Left... The end of YOUR LIFE IS IMMINENT... You dont have Enough Money to survive

only the truly poor know how to survive... Hope runs out HERE:

Good Luck with camping in areas filled with Awful Humans, who only want your money and Vagina... Don't Worry About Sasquatch or Gorilla's You are safer with THEM than Any Random Psycho human...

dont you get it Yet? People are always BAD... depending on their need for you money or help...

She Lives...

Yes Life has continued... My beloved Pal Gizmo LIVES, thank God for small Mercies.. She is half mine since I got Her in the first place... if they die I get her back...

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Get some Animal Magic Yourself...

There is no way out

As soon as you live, you have the fate to expire... to die by falling fate or fire...

soon as you're born you are bound to die... only the living die... the dead dont live or die at all...

Please; dont be afraid, whatever happens, Happens... However awful painful and demeaning... be a Saint

dont react or do anything negative... surrender to reality.. you will if you intend it or not, You will surrender to the darkness...

close you eyes and come to life... a small moment of discomfort, then release into the eternal void of nothingness...

Farewell Bonnie Tyler and Ann Widdecombe, both have left scars on our hearts... and sorrow in our souls...

What a curse to be a Woman

Everywhere on Earth Women are Used and abused.. we are born of soft rape and seduction... every slit gets fingered... every hole gets explored... it is a nightmare incarnate, your Daughters are no more than Dick Wipes...

Rape of woman and culture is endemic.. when girls get GUNS they are safer... De Gauss the male, All men are BASTARDS...

There is no Truth only deviated lies of corrupted cultures.. Islam is an insult to ordinary human Dignity... many times over... it is the pursuit of very backward peoples...

How do we Stop THE ROT... Genocide never seemed more poetically appropriate, lets get on with the Job of "Cleansing all of Europe" of twisted wicked indoctrination's and immoral pursuit's.. will anyone hear my cry before we delete the past completely...

6.5m Jews were not enough to placate the superior echelons of factions multiplied throughout history.. Inhumanity itself is apart of our motivation for Nationality and unique identity and independence... from domination by "Other Tribes"

God Help those about to Die for no reason except the ethnicity of there original location... what kind of discriminations is This....

There is no hope for the perpetually ignorant: only the shock of finality...

Thanks,

Thank you God for this wonderful day... that is all I want to say..

The Kitten is gone;

I initially intended the sweet Puss to go to a friend of mine, after one day living with me, that was the reason I got it, subconsciously, they are the One who lost TOTO.. so I hope you can follow my Anti logic and Dumbass compassion...

After reading the AD I saw She was alone having lost both of her sisters FOREVER; I took pity of the tiny thing... So I determined to give it to the family of TOTO, to keep them safe loved and focused...

They are happy as a betrothed couple of sentimental softies... I missed Her a bit fir a few days but they are getting on great and are both better for having met the other....

Peace to all...