living in a COMA...

dont worry you will be...

at least your problems are invisible when your near death, Huh? a Coma is the reception partition to personal extinction... You are set for a Journey you did not book with a Credit card, it's the free flight to eternal blank oblivion...

the Ultimate death wish is to live a dangerous life filled with risks, folks hit the ground Hard, even water will kill you from only 300ft, so much can diminish you into ashes and nothingness, go to a grave yard... Who wants a corpse on a TV show? they can no longer PERFORM... 

mind you even half dead Actors are cheap, when the future is avatars to fill in the blank spaces... who needs real people when A.I. can write a script and do all the visuals in its own massive mind...

with a Beginning a middle and an end to satisfy the most incredulous fan of Sci-Fi... when cryogenic preserved dead Actors even get a residue after passing... to help their remaining family's get fat and grotesque like Americans do when they dont work but eat all the time cheap unhealthy heart killing Sugar Salt and Fat...

The very downfall of Old America, when everyone was fit and skinny as Stalks Legs... now they are tubs of liquid shit ready for a dump every 3 hours, their asses get a lot of turd traffic, how do they ever wipe their Butt holes? they cannot reach it !!!

they hire little Mexican Children to do it for them, with hoses and thick tissues... even Henry the VIII had a bum boy to clean his backside, as was unable to reach his rear end alone... fat cunt that he was...

Girls do it better... almost always...

x

Best tripping ever Music who gives 

a flying fuck

Legalised theft and Deception

In this Stinking filthy disgusting civilisation that we in the West are born to, all of us are now in the cross-hairs of quiet gentle fist fucking of your wallet... every other person who sells you or conveys something to you just wants your money...

everybody has finally learnt how to lie with a smile on their face... and Rape you in the name of God... 

Everybody wants a slice of you, a piece of you but mostly all you got that they can take, there is no limit Like on German Autobahns the speed of Greed is formula F-1 velocity's... too fast for "simple stupid people" like me... before you know it, your robbed raped and taken for a dimwit fool idiot imbecile... like the plebiscites of old who were robbed of their land livestock and and children... in China...

the world looks beautiful from high above, but actually living here in an endless state of imbalance and subjugated free will, is a medieval nightmare with Nuclear weapons and Marshall Law... and even your next door neighbours are insular and hardly human at all... were is Reality TV when the END hits, Nobody will ever see the misery and bloodshed after the NET goes down, get an FM Radio Sooner than later... all that footage we will never see but can only imagine...

your going to so wish you had... a place to go... but nowhere becomes everywhere, Ash and devastation like Dante's inferno come to visit us on a personal basis, you are next for the fires of Hell... whats your preference Deep Fry or Oven Bake...

All free thinkers are Americans, all the World is a potential American... to live in freedom and liberty, Glory indeed !!!

'~'

Life without Worry

Can never be, there will always be a time and many moments when you dont know what the flick is going on and how to address the situation.... thats when you know life is not without worry... but a tightrope you need to concentrate upon with all you got...

its so easy to get distracted and railroaded off into dirt n dust... and when you are totally truly lost in the Desert, you will use the soul sat phone of faith and hope alone...

you will talk to god, or try to, because you are desperate, and desperate people are suckers for an instant God reflex... they will believe in anything.... 

any sound will give them Hope, that is destroyed when the sound goes away, when only the pulsing sound of your beating heart fills your ears as you submit to your fate... because you know this is your last day... how will you approach it? with confidence, huh, who lays on the Guillotine without the regret of losing all contact with life and your body, 

yet for up to 35 seconds the head lives on and can see and think... only to be blinded by the river of blood from your neck in a crimson gush on you as it falls down the straw plughole into the basket where your silent still cranium lives its last moments...

Death is scary,  all the dead were themselves, scared to death, until they died:

Death is never pretty... till the meat rot has gone and the Bones are pure bleached white, where are the thoughts of the dead... are you sure you are not already Dead where do dead Spiders go there are so many...

where does the dead spunk go that drips out your murdered X girlfriends anus as she is eaten by bugs rats lice and Perverts, yet when you are hungry enough you will eat maggots themselves... 

the limits to witch the mind can go are 'without limit' lol you cannot escape the Kaleidoscope of perception and deviant desire itself; if you look too hard you will see the nothingness in everything but while your kids are laughing and hoping for everything without a single worry in the near next moment you will always have fear for their ignorance... life is asleep it is only when you die do you truly wake:

tomorrow, bigger fool you: there never was another day to waste on You:

what do you think you Are? a particle of dust without consequence falling forever to a greater mass than yourself... a black hole for hearts that never ever escapes the nightmare of Ego...

LET IT ALL GO:

LET GO: and receive all...

America is everywhere 

if you want it to be:

Back to FM

Get buy Borrow steal an old fashioned FM Radio, coz Chick-lets when the web goes to kiss its own ass your world just got a million times smaller... Remember CB Radio? get some get one...

dont rely on digital or you will be washed up on the beach of desperation to make any contact whatever... to the imaginary yet very real "outside World"... the very local high street will seem a Light year away, as people stalk the streets for FOOD, no human instinct is as dangerous as HUNGER for food or Drugs...

Get yourself a battery that will never die, made by the Duracell - eternal hope subsidiary in the infinite alternative universe's to ours.. HOPE, when the lights go out and the net goes down I pity those who...

didn't think ahead of themselves, like they always used to do... 

DUH... Expect nothing and receive everything without even asking, just chill out, and it will come to You... that is what wasters believe...

get an FM radio soon Battery operated, or you will lose contact with the old world that is being stripped and skinned alive... data is not safe neither is your sence oof impending doom... get healthy and get worried...

fear alone will improve your coping skills... when the INTERNET dies we will all soon follow... we took communication for granted, when it is cut off you will panic like never before....

you dont have to believe me, it is the way it will be.

Nothing is worth anything:

RE: the Buddhist reality of all living things hopes aspirations and undiluted desires that can never be satisfied, "there is no permanent satisfaction" only the memory or future hope of it, it does not co-exist in the present moment, only diffracted by the time line variable of mind itself...

Nothing is worth more than the next breath you can cram into your lungs when submerged into an overturned Vessel with air pockets... nothing is worth more than something you cannot even touch... the memory of a deep love long lost, nothing material is worth anything by comparison to that which is lost and irretrievable back in the vortex of memory-time that actually hurts you to think about, 

nothing compares with a Sorrow of a Lost Loved one... who's passing you relive everyday, endlessly into forever... pre-Hell before the never-ending hell you deserve, the drips that make a stalagmite in a dark cold cave of self pity, and remembrance.... Music Quells a raging heart in the midst of a Storm that seems unending... and ever repeating... 

take a moment of peace and unity with the most wonderful sound you will ever hear by accident in the "subway" or on a street corner... or on someone else's Picnic radio... it could stop you on the spot, like it did to me... 

and revive the belief in the manifestation of God through Men/women of Genius and generous spirit... to share the precise carving of a mathematical masterpiece... copied directly from the Heart.

Bach really is "The bomb"... he blows many a mind in his unveiled discovery... Long live the masters of the past... Who is like them today?

NOBODY can improve on perfection... it is a pointless endeavour...

Learn to Relax it is a gift from the future... that is sublime and ever ready to comfort you in times of neurotic distress... (panic attacks etc)

Puppet theatre...

Life is... just that, and other minds pull the strings who controls your free will, do you have any?... but the audience is us, as we watch ourselves in direct retrospect and ratio to our present reality of mortality...  this is a deep hoot please listen to it, a person after my own heart...

a Pilgrim seeking freedom from the self...

May you too be free wherever your at, even just for a few seconds of tranquil silence, dont worry it has all been taken care of, all your worst fears are annulled come close to the fire and out the cold... it was only a bad dream Leibling = (German for special favourite)

Worry

you can say worry keeps you busy... while you scare yourself half to death, when things get out of control with things just out of your reach, it keeps you itching and a twitching... it's a bitching state of mind, its like having your head stuck in the devil's Butt... where it's hard to breathe let alone swallow or even talk... what is there to say...

when you can utter nothing... what use are words anyway if only as confessions or prayers to save your terrified spirit as you tremble in fear of the next moment losing your grip on the window ledge on the 23rd floor...

you want to lose weight find something to worry about it will prevent you from resting at all, and it puts you off food and fun in general, as a neurosis at least it keeps your fingernails short... and your sphincter healthy... such are the benefits of misery... 

DON'T WORRY TILL IT ACTUALLY HAPPENS

those with no home worry alone...