Stasis before a crisis

Where have I been?... in the toilet looking for an unfinished Movement.
I went to a Whorehouse for a massage, but it was Closed, so I had a reluctant Wank in the Car Park... Got a Drive through Burger with plastic cheese, Walked my Mrs Baby Boo many a yard... she had a Poo and I wiped Her bum with the Burger tissues... and put it back in the bag to enjoy later as a snack on Dry Toast...

Its been a Bit of a downer this week, I went to Shoot a Big Project in a Public place, which if I can get it, will be quite a prize in itself... No I am not telling you where one must always CYA, (thanks Dan I never heard that b4u) =  Cover Your ASS DUH...

3 times in a week only a 24 mile roundtrip, but each time I went to do it something was not feeling right about it, I revised the Flightplan over a hundred times + to be sure of clearances, angles, Altitudes Speed Heading pauses Angle of Camera Gymbol etc, I chickened out, I didn't want to start a revolution... or an Attraction for Children to disturb my Moment of "RELEASE"... I felt like a Murderer or Worse a filthy RAPIST and I am only Droning! my Fear on getting to a Shoot is much like STAGE FRIGHT...

Can I do it, OMG why do I put myself in these situations? is it programmed correctly, is the wind too strong... I should have brought my Cigarretts so my window of "tranquil containment" is about 23 mins before I need a Joint a peach water Drink, Food or a Wank... am I kidding, of course, you moron... 

I can go Hours weeks without "Pleasure"... lol... for example last time I had Sex with a live human Was 1996 July 23rd, I have the Patients of a Mountain, covered in ICE waiting to be borne again like GODZILLA

My dick used to be my best friend, now its barely an Acquaintance, I nod to it, and it Nods back like a faithful Donkey waiting for an unbearable Burdon... of Full blown Vaginal Sex... What hard work FUCKING IS, Christ what an illusion too... I haven't even watched Porn since last Century... as I have a UHD Imagination... I can loop a thought just like a Video...

In the meantime, I have Booked COLONIC IRRIGATION at my friendly local Ho/house and Acupuncture clinic... only a few Quid for a Shit like a squid, so I am passing Both times and Discharge waiting for the perfect opportunity to go Flying like a Rapist, to STEAL SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL That, is not Yours... but just sits there "in space" waiting to be appreciated loved and "Looked at" even if no sperm is actually produced, i.e. ejaculation, 

what fond memories I have of Coming, dont get me Wrong I am not Impotent, I can get a hard-on all night, only thing is "I dont feel anything" except embarrassment... I would rather do You Good and feed you, rather than just fuck you like a Lusty Dog...

I would rather love you like a GOD, (Twin meaning) either one of us can take the lead there is no contest to be best, Thinking of Old Girlfriends right now as of writing this, comforting Girls/women nothing soothes your Soul like the touch of trust from a True Love however momentary it is elementary to a full life, YEs yoU heard me, Only women Know what Love IS... hands down

Men are eternal Ametuers... Fornicators Haters, Liars and Bastards, YET the only man who loves a Woman without limit is Her FATHER

A Woman Endures All to give life
A man takes it all and leaves Strife...
Men Are truly MOTHERFUCKERS 
it's about all they do ain't it?...