when you genuinely feel no fear, for pain crushing smashing crashing of your weak little frail body into an abomination of nature in its viciousness to destroy you... like a Head-on collision, where the last second is the longest in all time... it will never end looping into a mental infinity that never ever ends...
the Birth of a Ghost is such a Crucial action of fusing body spirit pain and that FATAL realization that, "this is really happening" all of your life you have been waiting for the final moment of death, in the back of your mind it has always been there, and now it is approaching and almost here very near... don't be scared, it is the most natural process in the cosmos... Hey? do the dead ever complain... the cessation of life is the end of 'all strife'...
you always think you have more left than is true, like when you check your Bank Balance and see it is much less than you thought, life is an overdraft you will never pay back... so give up lookin for an answer, just lay down and die...
BUDDAH knows what I mean...
the peace of mind you seek is in the moment you finally find it: which can happen many times in one tiny life, the moment in your personal history when, you learned how to ride a bike, the first time you felt Love for another who filled your head, the first and last time you say goodbye to the lost and gone...
The dread of utter nothingness is the key to it all... there can never ever be absolute Nothing, it is impossible to find any place that has nothing in it... not even Pandoras Box, life is as full as nothing can be... a balloon full of gas is something big from something small...
down at the Quantum Level life itself seems to be a constructed Matrix of vast complexity that is unfathomable and limitless to comprehend or ever understand... yet is always divisible by Pure Mathematics, and sequencing (RE=DNA)
We are numbers in such masses like Ant colony's but in one single being... it is a Lot... the center of the Mind is where the soul lives...
Lose your life and/or lose your mind, something of your Soul will transit... all pain ends; eventually...
