Proof of Life

Woke up with a mouthful of vomit... but I didnt spill a drop, unpleasant though it was, I went to the bathroom and spat it out... I used to wake up Chocking unable to breathe occasionally.. which is far worse.. believe me!.. thinking you were about to die of asphyxiation is a real scary prospect... 

Death is constantly on my mind... it is only moments away from all who think everything is easy cool and wonderful...

I recently Discovered the Pleasure of Hunting small animals, and KILLING THEM... I cant get enough if it, I want to hunt people with my 2.2 illegally obtained... Quick fire multiple rounds, 500 rounds, and best of all it's quiet.. it is hardly audible..

I rejoice in animals & Human Suffering... and Hope You suffer soon you human vermin.. of which I am one also..

I want to move to America so I can buy a big Gun and shoot someone and make it look like an aggravated assault... the moment of Death is the most entertaining, that last twitch, those last twitches, are truly what made ROME great.. watching things die is the best high in the World...

See some here.. Beautiful Bloody Death I cant get enough of it...

The Politics of Beauty...

A Diamond perfectly cut is theoretically beautiful for all of eternity.. but there are many levels and interpretations of both beauty and eternity.. a Raw Diamond is an ugly unsophisticated rock, but it has the potential to be perfect... from an eternity it has already lived.. to another aesthetic eternity... Modified by Deceiving arbiters who are the supreme court, of the Privileged.. How many times have you been influenced by people who don't know the truth?... but pretend to know what a truth is?... the truth of value and worth..


it is only defined by our imposition of what beauty should be.. because Beauty is the rape of ugliness into a form we all understand?... all the little people who have no evolved mind think beauty is "unattainable and indefinable" it is not.. it is the potential of it that we all aspire to, but Humans forget in the crazy fornicating days of Youth; what a power it has over our collective conciousness, we are so ignorant that we believe a Bentley is beautiful, or a Dior Dress or perfume is what the sophisticated rich are able to have... we want as well..


Poverty is the greatest of Riches, Ugliness is the best of all beauty... Why? because it has "unseen potential to satisfy a probing mind to think all that glitters is good or Gold'... I don't believe it is... What is obvious to a rich man, is nonsense to a poor man... only those with nothing, actually know the truth, only the poor know the value of NOTHING... and in a world of hunger, Diamonds are actually worth Less..


only the poor in spirit and their sacrifice of finance know the true value of everything.. we the poor, pay and continue to pay for the aspirations of the greedy to believe that the ugliness of greed which is a dissemination of Raped Beauty, like when you cut a diamond, every diamond has been worn away into an acceptable THING...


like Human Beauty, true beauty is the potential OF IT not the final chiselling of it.. Raw Life is an uncut diamond... like the raw mentality of madmen like PUTIN to steal an election, and to steal his way to eternity.. he has no future..  He is a badly cut diamond... his life has very few days left.. but another Asshole will fill in where he left off... Where it the truth?.. not in Islam or Christianity..


The only Absolute TRUTH is "there is no truth from a Human mouth" nobody has the right to change or rape the truth, like a diamond is..


PUTIN will be assassinated just like STALIN was.. "mark My Words" we have the right to kill the bad people.. my friends are already planning it... the Good Russians Who have access to that bad Bastard...  will delete it/him...


Humanity is a terrible pervasive illusion, there is no Actual Humanity or "right way" it is a abnegation of information... where Religion exits, Corruption Exists..


Beauty Is Justice... Physical Beauty is still powerful, but the beauty of a single Human Soul can change the entire Structure of civilisation, unlike a Diamond who is useless, A Diamond has no mind... but a Mind has more potential beauty than any piece of a Jewel.. when cut to a certain dimensions, organised life on planet Earth = a Cut Diamond.. it disseminates the rough/ from the smooth..  


There is no future: except the future you MAKE with bombs and murder.. Beauty is the need to Erase the scum of waste... Hitler was 30% right.. but he killed the wrong ethnic group, he should have erased the the right people, i.e. 


everyone who dont look like us.. but who really looks like us?...
EVERYBODY.. so cut a diamond corrupt by just being CUT...


= we are all uncut... we all have a value, but sadly that value is ZERO...


Get used to it.. You are Worthless so to am I.. life is a battle between being and almost being... but dont get excited YOU are nothing.. just like me:


Beauty is the magnificent seducer the great rapist, we are all victims to the promise of pleasure.. and sadly we all fall on our back with our legs open..

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Ever met a good person?.. they dont exist.. we are all Permutations of twisted second hand re-interpreted evaluations... not a single thought has an original path.. all conciousness is dissassembled from the ones we knew before... every DOGMA and 5th amendment is a false variation of the original corruption...



Yes.. I met the Devil and he could not solve the puzzle...
can you?.. people will rob you, just by what you speak...


Want n Need are related.. there is stuff you want, but cant get.. and there are things U need... must have.. to live by.. even if you cant afford them you gotta have... air, water, bread, warmth, love, n sex comes last... we Judge everything that enters our conciousness.. good bad right wrong etc.. "is it good for now or the long haul" is it moral or criminal...


being simple all that is so confusing... dont just react... intelligence is a distance in cerebral time spent on the evaluation of the "present moment" get it wrong and your fucked, to coin an old anglo saxon word, where we all arrived from the gutter of filth that is collective humanity.. we are all the children of premature ejaculation....

a Lot of life.. is about holding back RAGE n HATRED.. if u can do that u may see a change in your lifespan... Life is terminal and it spreads like a disease that everybody catches..


once you got it U are helpless to change it.. I used to respect anyone who went to University as a kid, as they were like Priests used to be, people who knew everything, and were to be adored...


the crazy paradox is people who have NOTHING are the best people in the World.. and they know almost nothing.. who can equate LA to the pygmies of the rain forest? who is more at peace with their REFLECTION?..


people without Rage n Anger R also equal to the best.. simple dont necessarily mean STUPID... to be CONTENT is the dividing line between Gross excess and humble selflessness.. who wants to be anybody? only an educated Westerner's with delusions of psychiatric futures...


the worst guilt is the Knowledge of it.. the worst life is the dream of it while still alive... yet with no specified pre-arranged dream sequence..