Evil people set m up, and plied me with pints... I fell for it like a fool and didnt worry, then time to go home as I dew out of the Car park, I saw a Cop car as I pulled out, and in my tiny mind I heard this phrase "I am gonna Get you you fat cunt" He pulled off at speed not realising he was setting up a stop ahead of me...
So I slipped out of the car park and slithered onto the main road like a reluctant turd when you had a bit of retention for half a day of denial... onto the main road where you have no defence...
and way up the road I was stopped blown and arrested for failing the Breath test... and I was Hijacked for 13 months of a BAN TO DRIVE which condemned me and made me a confined cripple virtually, could not even shop with ease for all that time... it was a Time of grinding suffering that I still remember to this day...
at least I was without a Dog, so I basically slept the year away... without resistance, like 2007 after "Honey" Died I spent the best part of the whole year in BED... I had less than 2 Showers in the entire year, I was a virtual Zombie, no will to do anything, no energy to achieve even boiling the kettle and cooking food... I became a super slob who thought nothing did nothing and said nothing, just meandered like fool to the top of the hill, and found emptiness incarnate there...
this is Christmas day... but it is really the same as any other, most of which you deeply regret experiencing...
Be Good Be Happy Be True and Be You... x
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