the incredible delicacy of each segment to unite seamlessly in a cloud of interconnected regions, some autonomous some requiring conscious effort to create input... like the choice between good and evil as an example, the choice between Theft and Trustworthiness, (thats a Big word)
have you got the Will... have you got any... we are randomly designed variants of a previous incarnation via Parents, Grandparents etc...
and inherit the sins and anomalies of our predecessors, no body is unique we are a pastiche of chaos expressing itself in a new creation from many combined sources, nobody is a true individual, but a smear of many colours of good right wrong and devious....
My Grandfather was a Drunk and a Thief, He stole the first £100 pounds My Father ever saved... he just took it: and my Dad was a Fornicator not a Father, a shallow hollow little Man, who threw me out the house at 17 and dumped my ass in the gutter, so he could shag his 55 year old new wife without being heard...
I.E. he sold his son for and old cunt, who was a widow-maker coz he was Drowned at sea 5 years later, is That is Karma...
We are potential Ghosts in waiting for an ethereal after life that is potentially feasible yet so unlikely it becomes a Cowards hope and Myth to overcome death and the end of your internal internet of communicating Neurons and sub systems that make us a temporary work of God that is turned to dust after a life of Trusting the wrong people, or being enslaved by our own addictions and the corruption that desire alone can instil on a "Simple Mind"..
Suicide is preferential to a life of wrong turns and fathomless disappointment... but dont take other people with you, you dont have the right to do that... hold on to that shred of morality you still have...
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