After the moment

Is gone...

In the CASINO of life and all lame bets go SOUTH... you were so sure you could get the prize... the times I walked out of Glasgow Casinos Broke is beyond believing I walked in with a tiny fortune (6 weeks pay plus Holiday pay)

its already too late, after the moment of committal... no legal way to turn back in and on so many levels of human interaction, from swiping your debit card to selling a Car... to hiring a drive by Ho, 

My late friend Andy Hired a few Ho's on the local net... they once called on him and asked to pay the driver, so he gave them the Cash, and they went to the Car and Drove off... DUH have you ever been Robed and raped in the same moment... sadly yep... every trip to the supermarket...

Rape has many increments of levels and every degree is agony...

I once had a future but now it is gone receding into the past, one day you wake up and realise it is all too late to change course or find land... then you face the hard wall through which you cannot pass, the living breathing thought that time is running out, there is no salvation or paradise just death and decay, politely disposed of behind steel doors, does it hurt to be cremated?... probably not, it is more agonising to be owed money..

or erased from human history altogether... ho hum