Life is a slow drawn-out Misery... for most Plebs like me... you get tired of New Year and Birthdays, Anniversaries send you Loco, nothing Excites or surprises you anymore, but you have an overwhelming signal from your unconscious mind, that your time is almost UP...
My mind is filled with a coward's fear... there is no paradise or heaven no redemption however hard you tried, however much you have sacrificed and cried... no amount of luxury gifts or sensual enticement can persuade me to Cheer up... I have run out of Hope faith and belief, to believe in anything at all, what is left is torment and Anxiety... and certain Death.
the semi psudo civilized world is in Perpetual conflict with itself, nothing is set in stone, at any moment nothing is certain or guaranteed, and there is no safety from the ultimate Storm...
we are on the verge of a dangerous global Neurosis that has no cure... there is no hope in tomorrow as that liberating Day will never ever come... there will only be anarchy and destruction... Human dignity is under threat, worldwide, the subjugation of sentient souls is predominant...
Communism did not liberate the people, it controlled and suppressed them into a new order of Hierarchy, even more corrupt than that is deemed to replace...
We Actually provoke a War that has no end... the human race is a bloody mess constantly killing an enemy that does not really exist, just corrupted spiritual software called Religion, we are fighting for ideals that cannot be achieved... or reconciled;
People burn out like Candles left in a Crypt for a prayer, till all that is left is wax tears that melt into the floor... Human Love is a Croc of shit, it is just loneliness in disguise... another form of self-deception, remember, you will always be Betrayed...
xjt
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