Emotional Cocaine

Careful to put a leash on your Mind, as it can run away from you, and get lost and never come back... so you dip into your infinite stash a snort at a time, the emotional Addiction to scratching an itch that wont go away... the pain relief pleasure cycle...

Pain and pleasure can be addictive in the very long term, you get so acquainted with familiarity when something important to you is missing, it has a quantum destabilising effect... you are Mitigated by your own Weakness and regrets, Coz you are a waste of life.

Freshly Burnt Skin still burns long after the original source of Burning heat is removed, Emotional burns never scab over or Heal, They Crucify you from within, Its so easy to see why people TAKE THEIR LIVES, I can clearly see the Predominant Motives for such an act...

WHAT DOES IT ACHIEVE? except inner peace and tranquillity huh? it changes NOTHING... your still Guilty even when Dead... you never escape your guilt inferred implied or convicted...

so why turn off the power to the cortex when life still has a myriad of mysteries left in store for you... Only COWARDS SURVIVE that mental Dycotomy... Losing the Self is the hardest Barrier to break... Losing all your power to Buy is the hardest, that Billionaire Child Abuser who hung himself in Jail... (his name should not be repeated but we know who Im talking about)

His loss of Luxury and Pleasure meant so much to Him that He had to HANG... Pity. cos he would have probably walked with a low sentence...

BUT He could not tolerate CONFINEMENT and loss of privileges so He Panicked and Folded... coz He was not Man enough to wait a few more weeks...

Impatience is the Straw that breaks the back of a Pleasure donkey:

Xxxx Good ol American Music beats the Blues...