a Meaningless Life

Make no mistake life Really is worthless... and extremely pointless, if you don't make a point of making it worth living... Catch .22 effort seems to have no reward.

So don't try... just be, but don't lose your manners; learn to understand the hierarchy of sociological interactions to make friends and Succeed, being genuinely friendly and articulately verbose... will get on people's nerves, so be quiet before you release your inner self; 

if you make no mark that will ever be remembered, Surrender to the fires of the Crematorium...

even a grain of sand will exist millennia over your hop skip and a vomit life of shallow briefness, Now consider the Sahara, it is more than anyone could ever hope to be... in so many parts yet still moving with wind over time, each particle of sand has touched many others, the dynamic mathematical permutations of this miracle of eternity, are only calculable by the originator of this Matrix...

Don't always go with the flow, go where you wanna go fast or slow, take your time to find a God or nothingness that you could ever acclimatise to, remember for every grain of dust there are infinite incarnations from its distant ultimate origin... accept that you are nothing, and you will find a Peace beyond Imagining, the contentment of Total Security from harm, this is the outer city limits of Heaven...

the moment you try to make sense of the unimaginable, you lose all sight of the context it becomes a Solipsistic actuality, Either you only Exist or you are a Clone of another mediocre idiot? who is a slave to the Genetic program of your finite and limited variation from the normal, But Variation is the miracle of originality... and genius is driven by need, to achieve the impossible! or anything at all you must burn a lot of midnight Oil, with sacrifice much blood sweat and total toil, to engage in the purity of true reality...

like a synchromesh Gearbox perfected by the Spirit of Ecstasy, in the pursuit of perfection... many are ground to dust by the Lathe of our originator, 

Life is not Fair, its no sideshow ride at a fair, you are the summation of all previous possible chances... randomised into a generic outcome in direct ratio to your natural intelligence, or lack of it?...

Duh '~'

"those who succeed in Life, learn to wake up Early and sweat hard in the chain gang, But for a better tomorrow, we must Suffer TODAY"  

(I said that!)