Educational ZEN

it has been a strange 24 cycle, (Friday, April 20th btw:) it was a busy Day for me anyway, I had a Dentist appointment to assess my New Implants for a plastic smile, @ 12:40 pm, but I was expecting a delivery from Germany via Air freight a Plugin RE-MAPPER for the engine, adds 42hp more, Brought by DHL it was due anytime,

But I took a chance it would be much later in the day, so I left at 11:55, halfway up the hill that was the first part of my journey at 12:01 I got a text, and it was DHL who had "tried to deliver but you will have to reschedule the delivery" Shucks! that sucks...

it was a bad start to the day, really pissed me off, I literally had been gone 6 mins, the opposite of synchronicity... Then when I got to the Dentists Car park I Clonked Bonked and banged the bottom on a high Kerb, But this car is built like a tank and I couldn't see any damage, Phew...

After the Dentist, I went to get Supplies, and as I walked away across the Supermarket Car Park, I heard a loud knock, it was a Man opening His Car Door right into my rear passenger door, My Guts went cold, misery-filled my being, I didn't say anything, just absorbed the immutable reality, and did my shopping with a heavy heart,

Got back with wild imaginings of what I might find, He had gone by this time, but first things first I have a Loved one in the back who must get a Kiss and a cuddle first, Meine Nummer Eins in der ganzen weiten Welt...

then I put the bags in the back and saved the moment of revelation to the last, I had to look hard, and Yes, there was a noticeable DENT in my OS Passenger door, My Soul started evaporating, my hysteria nearly got released, but then I had a sanguine acquiescence, though it still hurt, as it was there, but only I know it is there, if I asked you to look for the dent, you are unlikely to find it, I saw it quite quickly, as I knew where to look unlike You who have no Idea if it was L or R?...

Believe me, it is there, it took all of an hour to acclimatise to this injury, But Hey, I still got 99.9999% of the Car I am beginning to get very emotional about and close to, it is so Pretty and so well made, so Cosy and protective you dont just get in it, You Wear it like well-fitting Jock Strap, it's not Flash thank God, I had a white Merc in 99, I forget the actual Model but it definitely drew attention, I felt like a PRICK driving it, that's why I only had it 4 months, at that time I was looking for a "Stealth Camper" and got a Renault Espace, in fact I had 5 in a row, that was then.

But this is almost Now:
It is there I am not imagining this time ahem.. but I have a Sanguine Acceptance, and still am enjoying and discovering this Beautiful little Functioning Toy that pretends to be a full-grown Car, My first dent, maybe not my last but I still give full-throated thanks to my Mother and Creator in that order, to have blessed my life with all and more than I could ever have deserved,

My Cup Runneth over, I have Meaningful reciprocal Love, an optimistic outlook, a sweet Baby Benz to see the world with, plus a full larder a comfortable Bed, and a Lovely Penthouse to live in, (that's what I call it) I am luckier than most people who ever lived, and are still living today, in hunger and Poverty in broken Corrupt nations,

the Contentment I feel daily is proof that Good thoughts and sincere intentions are paid back in Blessings uncountable..

Thank-You Godot

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