Borderline Ecstasy

Spent the Day out in My Petite sweet neat little Merc, and Guess What? there is "nothing Wrong with the Clutch" I was hysterical that time I tested it it was all new and different, having been used to the sound of a slow Diesel, the high revs scared me, and I imagined the Clutch was Going, I was on Drugs fer chrissake, I imagined it... because I am a hysterical Neurotic (on occasion) Dick-head,,, especially when tired and stressed out on worry, imagined and otherwise...

I had been up since 2:35am that morning, I was excited and frazzled at the same time. and vulnerable to hysteria and imaginings.

Today "we" went out and it was lovely the sun was out we sailed around 40 miles in the country, it is my mind that's slipping not the Clutch...

Went out for a Long trip with Zero Problems, just 1 actually the Heater Blower has blown its resistor so only blows on FULL, a common problem in many Cars, I already ordered a Genuine Mercedes Resistor replacement for it, its a 20 min fix, and my Mate Rod will fit it for about £20, The problems you anticipate can sometimes materialise if you look hard enough for them, and if they are not there you can "imagine" them... sometimes the fear you feel, is 'not real' such is a Hallucination from any of the 5 senses, which can Steal you mind for a moment, 

all in all now I had a good nights rest, I feel so Blessed and privileged by such good fortune, it cant get much better for me, I have more contentment than SOLOMAN, and he had everything but was never really content or happy, much like oligarchs, Peace of mind and contentment is the domain of an enlightened perception, which after 60 odd years I am truly attaining,,, by surrendering to it +

My heart is so full and plentiful, I want to give it away... Just like Jesus (with respect) to anyone who takes comfort from it.

I was looking for this song for over 10 years, and identified it with SHAZAM!, if you don't understand German don't worry, just feel the emotion, is it because I am Driving a German Car Perhaps...

YES I had many months of Joy in Germany in 88-89 as a Circus Clown, highwire trick act... but I lost My left ball in a fall... am I kidding? make your own mind up:
but that was another lifetime ago

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