Ascetic Desire

If you could string every Orgasm you ever had together in one long continuous line of sensual erotic pleasure, and re-live it! How long would that be? just a few hours if you are lucky!

for most women, it just runs into a few minutes... O Boy, but what a few minutes, you would forget to breathe, you'd become so relaxed that you would empty your Rectum too, as a little too much pleasure acts like muscle relaxant and stimulant alternately, the road to eternal endless Orgasm, ends in feelingless frustration disappointment, and chaffing of an unpleasant nature:

"Round and Round the Garden,
Like a Teddy Bear, one step, two step,
and a tickly tickly there..."

I used to put a secret mark in my Diary when I first started Masturbating at 13! for every Wank I had in a given year, I found an old Diary some years ago and every page was BLACK with the secret signs...

so By dead reckoning, I would get about a week and a half of total focal fascination after which you probably wouldn't want to live on... without it. 

pleasure and gratification are so potent and temporarily disabling they can harvest your very soul and happiness altogether, and leave you Hungry for food you cannot find, Desire is the very Greatest Adventure and dichotomy of all Mankind... 

to seek and find the thing you most would find comforting and constant, yet that goal is the graveyard of every Pleasure Junkie. and pasty-faced Goth romantic, better to live for others than just pleasing yourself...

that is why the "designer" gave us the Carrot we can never catch, as in the Archetypal Donkey and Carrot, it looks forward to something which may be a long time coming... 

The Greatest Pleasure is the contemplation of it before it even happens: just make sure your anticipation does not exceed your expectations... n don't be chained to an impossible assumption either.

just become a Believer

AS IF