Janis, best ever Friend:

Going a long way back, almost 50 years, such is the contemplation of an old man approaching the INFINITE and the endless limitless time and duration of consciousness, the past becomes a Personal NETFLIX that displays on an infinitely enormous 8k Screen of the past as remembered by your decaying body and mind... it can be Exasperating yet enjoyable...

Pain itself is a pleasure in reverse, that you can get used to... Ahem...

Your regret and continuous emotional pain is the Crucifixion of your personal pleasures, Circumvention is the miracle you have been looking for, though damned you become blessed, by virtue of God's Compassion for losers...

Sorry Dear Lady.. I will never ever forget your Chinese Cabbage, ever... the greatest Gal who ever wasted time on me..

thanks a big bunch... see you in Hastings...

Love Ya like a Pro waster filled with regret yet endless gratitude for the past I still remember... Funny thing The radio just started playing the Godfather Theme... yea really...

all the above is true and from my worthless rotten Heart...

x