Tired of Living...

I got no legitimate life... as I am a Bastard, I had no legal right to be born... like my brother he was a fuck in the dark that became a kinda human... like me... now we are both waiting to Die...

dont you get tired of just breathing and excreting... yeah me too... Old Age is a suspended Horror show where all you got are memories you would rather not have remembered... if your soul is so stained with sin, you cannot be washed clean... you are done for, 

You cannot hide the evil you have done to the arbiter of all creation... you need to Beg for redemption, but let me tell ya, it is not automatic...

sometimes "Sorry" is just not enough....

Thanks to 'all the Yanks' that read me... 

you are God Given... and a great Comfort...