The greatest Pain of all

What is it, against heartbreak and financial loss, the worst pain of all is HUNGER, when you cannot get snacks and are tempted by a dip into the Doritos or a piece of nice mature cheese and pickles, maybe a pancake with genuine Maple syrup...

or a satisfying Chinese Meal you longed for; for months, but were too drunk to drive, why risk certain death for the indulgence of a Chinese Meal... Why Certain Death? coz immobility makes an old man a dead man pretty soon after... going too far to get too little... just to fill a hole

Hunger is the number one discomfort anyone can barely tolerate, yet deep heartache comes atomically close to it... the hunger of an empty Soul is a dangerous state of being: only blood-deep revenge gets the heart racing and your feet pacing in solitary confinement...

walking nowhere in the dark, for no reason, killing people in your mind which never reaches any kind of reality... whats the point you already doing time in your mind, ahead of time;

walls alone do not a prison make, the confinements of one's mind limit all aspirations... release regret and Forget like a Guillotine removes the offending organ of reality...

update later...

self-destruction is admissable to folk who found no meaning or purpose (not to be confused with Dolphins) it saves the state money paying your pension, it saves space, and makes another dwelling available, Suicide is a gift to society... you won't miss anything except the slow destruction of the entire Human race and the Earth in General...

there comes a time when Death is longed for hourly, My own Mother expressed such negative outbursts, which my fat coward Half/Brother was too scared to address... I took the torture he should have shared... I heard it month after month...

the Hunger for affection is insatiable when nobody is there: it is the food of "sudden death" and "heart attacks" I accept that and fight with death every day as my heart changes gear from active to passive...

a wise man is always ready to die: