Grave Digging 6:45

Tried to sleep but couldn't so put my clothes on and Dug Boos Grave in a Field across the Road, in soft soil where they put cuttings, Will Go in the Car later to Bury Her as the main gate dont open till after 8:30 so now its dug I will try again to get some rest, and go across at lunchtime or before, I need to rest my brain its hurting badly, not to mention my Heart torn right out of my chest...