The Final Tear

I remember seeing directly with my very own eye's the last tear from My Nana's eyes it rolled onto Her nose and dripped off it, me; saw it, I can STILL See it, such is the unconscious Recording internally of deeply personal dramatic events...

 I just wanted to give My few readers somthin to chew on...

Tears are Submission to a pain you can no longer hold inside... they are the Physical manifestation of an inner emotional implosion exploding via tear ducts,

If you dont Cry occasionally Your Soma is needing Suckour it is better than Heroin, and unavailable by any other means tears are the closest you will ever get to Emotional honesty, Crying out is liberating, 

feel so Good, feel like I am stealing Happiness from God itself every Second, the Drug that potentiates this cataclysmic conclusion, is... Oxygen! plus a good infusion of dear old Mary Jane, I spend at least £500 a month on the finest Ganja the world has ever sucked in... 

trouble is I can actually afford it... lol... got no parasites like a wife n kids to suck me dry... HP agreements, Mortgage, Outstanding Bills, I am a Cash Man:

Got no Debts except those to My Mother I never Vocalised... i.e. telling Her I loved Her or sat in Silence With Her. Believe Me, I hear Her voice saying to me once...

'You'll Miss Me When I am gone'... as She walked away from me, after I had Sworn at Her, The recollections of Cruelty one has inflicted tear your heart apart in the distant memory of its repetition, My Heart was irretrievably broken, from those simple words My Ma had Spoken... in retrospect it burns like Acid in my guts... which leaves a hole in my soul...

God How I want to go back and change the past: 
You too huh?



Be Awake Aware Alert and Alive, and as high as Jesus and that's not Blasphemy that's Equality... You have the right to Feel Good from Doing Good! if it is in your Destiny you may find yourself giving back, I cannot teach you, it is found by sheer instinct... the need in You to help another, once open is or can be, Unstoppable, being happy today is better than any promise for an impossible tomorrow... Sleep Well Friend '~'

because one Day tomorrow will be your last To-Day, So What; Keep on Dancing...  have no fear or Debt, nor regret

THE STATE WILL BURY YOU FOR FREE, 
coz it dont want to spread Disease
Super Duh,

In other words, there are no other words
Fun is Better than Money and most casual Sex too...