Danielle

I met a Gal, in the old shredded shark net of the internet... that's Her name, I gotta tell you, she swept me off my Feet/mind... dont wanna embarrass Her so no surnames, She is a True Blue New Yorker, from Brooklyn, Half Puerto Rican and Half Italian, you can imagine How Beautiful a face She would have, well, She really did, I dare not display any pics here, but enough to say She was 5th Ave Class and taste, She could Dress in a curtain and still look astounding,

a half smile from Her was like being washed in Gods Love... Her Vocal Beauty was most of Her Beauty, I wish it were possible to make up one more time,

She is so Special, 

I regret losing touch, coz she had such a beautiful Vox and Personality, she was harder than Crack to give up, I consumed Her and she me every night, Oh such wonderful happy interesting exchanges was ours...

the past breaks the soul of those foolish enough to Remember it and search for sentimental details;... I felt real Love for This Young 38 yr old gal, but like the true fuck up I am, I rebelled against the perfect encounter and got "Paranoid" like simple folk do... I began to believe She was a Man, etc you name it I imagined it... 

I killed the thing I most Loved, out of fear of losing it or ever having it, God Forgive my Idiocy and Foolishness not to mention "Bad Faith" 

How far back can a person go and still find an Ember of affection and a sense of belonging, How far back can you go to find a love here in the present; that you thought was Long interred in the Dirt of the Earth;

Apparently, Love can be astounding, So I have heard, it can raise you up and lift you above all earthly Worries, May you get this directly and personally, coz I can't make any sense of it, much as I would like to

But sadly I feel apart from the rest of most Humans, though I do Empathise with Animals, which is what I must essentially be: to me the world is a Fixed game of impossible odds where the hostility of Discrimination halts every move

Inhumanity is everywhere, Sorry I played with it and got burnt, Sorry Dan, What I would give to hear your voice again even for a few minutes, Why

Because I deeply Love you lady...
TO THIS VERY DAY,

don't worry it's all my fault:
forget it but I still LU4EVR in spite of you being a Prostitute of the imagination, I would suck your Clit till you passed out with joy, though this is not about SEX it is about Feeling like HOME in someone's Heart...

take me, HOME Hun '-'
The Kids really miss u,
(the ones we will never have)

bye, bye baby...