Fear the great educator...

the taste of Fear transcends any intoxication; and Drugs.. it is a nasty bitter phlegm you cannot spit out... it curbs your very appetite to eat.. somewhat like Romantic Love eats you, rather than being consumed by you.. hate and love are polar opposites.. yet so alike in portent and promise; both of which will eat you whole...

the hardest lessons learnt in life are balanced on the potential to outcome madness that Fear can induce; in what was otherwise a happy go lucky pleb like you... Fear 'plus' Madness; is quite an unknown territory.. irrational people do.. irrational things..

previously saine people; are those most likely; to suddenly become unbalanced.. and quickly get definitely more dangerous.. because they have full belief, that they are "right"... and fully justified.. so once you get 2 insane opponents.. you definitely got yourself a "fight for life and all it's undercurrent of false justifications.. from both sides..

The hunter knows the excitement of the stalk... to wait for days in the cold.. keeping your "barrel" warm so the bullet wont jam; in the deep cold; down its invitation to a target... at the end of its intended destination.. i.e the "target".. that stationary mammal.. 

To conspire to Murder is as exciting as; to actually do it.. to know all the tiny details, of access and times of opportunity... when you dont care if your caught, cos the perfection of your assumptions in the planning.. will lead to only one outcome...

The Bloody bleeding; twitching body of your Quarry.. and you can scream from the bottom of your lungs.. ''your last mistake was to underestimate the hate within me!...'' Greater than your vapid indifference, and subjugation by your mean discrimination...

Your nightmares will 'never come true'.. the longer I plan on healing You, from afar; like an insignificant and very distant Star... because as antithetical as this may sound... the greatest revenge to a wicked heart.. is to Love it back.. You win.. when you forgive.. but; you dont live.. if you keep hating.. and recriminating..

Kill your; Hate; not your enemy.. then you can literally Murder Hate itself: (JC wisdom not mine, well perhaps a little 're-defined') to bring a little closer the heart and mind; for the benefit of all humankind:

''Elementary my Dear Watson.. shall we have Lemon Tea on the Veranda.. well; it; is; such; a; lovely; day... "Shall I be Mother?"

(maybe another addendum later as it is so fresh and fertile in my mind it has several more levels of explanation..)