Software of the Soul

we are all Automatons, who think they have a reason to exist.. what a magnificent delusion/illusion... you are a pre programmed auto maverick... with little purpose:

the only truth is = there is no truth no humanity or goodness, only death hate and endless destruction...

When you discover that ordinary life is utterly meaningless... you start to realise your Death is all that really matters to you, even though you are pointless, however real and feeling this life is; it is completely artificial, we live in an empty basket never to be emptied, we are living TRASH... (like Trump the spunk pump who made pretty kids who will amount to NOTHING..). like he is, are, am,

like an OWL bug or a Rat we are pre-programmed to expect the life we were given... life is a bastards rape come to life, Who asked to be born !!! being born is a Rape that made you... 

Humans are disposable in the trillions, there is no fucking god to save your worthless Soul, you had no soul to begin with, you are detritus excrement and waste of existence, the human race is an infection without an anti-virus...  we are an infection with no Saving... or redemption...

there is NO ANTIDOTE for the wicked bitches and bastards who run the cold weary old world... How dare a few men take the freedom to think from us... may the great God of retribution end the frail lives of Mother-fuckers like Donny the masturbating malefactor he has become...

it is time to DIE, that aint no lie... look for signs in the Sky... the freedom you adore is about to cease... just before you Decease... 

Beginning of the End...

This old Git is causing world - wide destruction of society... Why Who Knows? the Trump Cancer is just starting, he is the most Abhorrent persona who ever represented all of individual Yanks... he is destroying all normality everywhere, Trump is a Living beating on going travesty of reason and fairness... 

you have a lying IMBECILE running as the President, he will bring the entire World economics to total desolation, because He is a sad bad Bastard with no Rational intellect that is less than a wild animal in the jungle of modern society...

You have a Fool who knows Zero has no intelligence and is a firm racist and a certified Idiot, running the greatest country in the World... 

Half of the Earth wishes him dead every second of his reign over the once free World... Somebody please take note of the enormity of his negative influence on this tiny planet... Death is not enough: he should fry in the fires of hell...

God Bless the REAL AMERICANS who will triumph over such Evil: I would rather be hanged from a tree than live another day under His Wickedness and utter ignorance of human needs...

this is an INVITATION to nuclear war... aggressive arrogance is the usual reason for infinite destruction... SELF INFLICTED via Ignorance and total stupidity.... May God take his life from him as he sleeps...

When is the Funeral...

For America...  THE KING IS DEAD...

Long live the King... Trump... he will be your last hope dashed in sadness and abandonment... when he is dethroned 4ever...

this is like a Country and western song of misery... it was dying for a while, now it is certain, this is the curtain, for good ol Sam,

Looks like he dont give a god damn, this Devil loves the suffering of others, trouble is he has so many Brothers, who will contain his insane brain...

How will the World ever be the same again, what is left of your Glory... this is the saddest of any country's life story...

Bring flowers and mourn... she's dead... that kindly old gal you passed in the street.. how can you come back from the nearly living !

the American Eagle is a Phoenix in disguise... i.e. however hard you hit us we will come back from the dead, We are the World, We are the Children of privileged and overbearing intolerance and quick dissatisfaction... with a sense of entitlement never seen in all time...

slap our face and see what Happens... there is no Equal in history to calculate the overwhelming retaliation of, " a righteous man" with God on his side.. to protect and provide... Go USA it is time to make love to infinity...

God save us all though we dont actually deserve ANYTHING: we are but particles in a cosmos of phenomena let loose to clutter every gutter... we are disposable pointless worthless and useless for the greater good... we only do harm to the world and ourselves...

Life is a slow suicide, by want need and desire... i.e. Cigarettes Booze and Adultery...till you hit the fire... all achievements are annulled unless you show mercy and real Love through sincerity... and mindless kindness, it has never been a better time to give back what you were given... even if it costs your life... 

Love is always Terminal...

Glory to Ukraine 

1939, Revisited... 1.1...

Oh Man... I cannot hardly believe what is being shown and played everywhere... the utter Humanitarian Polarity Inversion of America as we have always seen Her... this is super scary... who is controlling Donny's mind... you must impeach, his reason is highly suspect very unbalanced racist and highly discriminating on many levels of authorisation and verification... he thinks he is "Unstoppable" can you prove it otherwise...

Looks like we all have been hacked Fracked and partly Buggered... feeling an unstoppable impending penetration into the most private part of a persons intimate privacy...

No thats not a Dick it's a fist... until you submit to the sewage that is fed to you intrinsically esoterically and Existentially... I fear the future of our last great protector, the Old USA who was the very embodiment and the very precepts of Christianity... their Soul was without dispute, our trust for them was without End... our love for them persists,

but with enormous Disappointment, needless to utter... 

now some Guy comes along... and wrecks Friendships that lasted hundred's of years, a spoilt bitch of and self centred Heir... who was never in the military, never got a Purple Heart, nah just a low life porn star to do the filthy dirty deed, to plant a seed that will never grow...

Adultery of all and every level of values, there is no deep good in him... he might as well be the Devil or the anti-Christ, he's doing a fair job already... 

he changes the rules of reason truth and friendliness, I am scared like you are too, this Man I dont even want to type his stupid Name, it's "Him" the unqualified ignorant moron that is legally the leader of not just the Western World (northern Hemisphere DUH) but has the power to release Nuclear Weapons on a Whim just like the nasty Spiteful child he STILL IS... he gotta get revenge, and yes he did and continues to do, it is an US v THEM situation like 1939... look at the Criminals he liberated who did wicked things, he released a sack of bad sperm back into the civilised World...

This time it is not the Jews, it is anybody who has no Data about them, these blank people with no history, have become the unwanted, some might rightly be acceptable... but this guy is all about money, he thinks he can make it by Tariffs... this is an all fools idea, as nobody ever wins, yet the ordinary Man loses everything...

God save his worthless Rectum, he has never been so wrong, by being so embittered and personally poisoned with declaiming falling cadences of absolution in his "effete" fingers dancing in the Air... this is the Zero Card this is the fool whos own actions seriously impair and defeat his own delusions of prosperity,  TARIFFS ARE A DEATH WISH BITCH

am I dreaming or mentally unstable... it feels like 1939 in a new dimension we have yet to understand.... May God Bless the innocent who know nothing... Ignorance is Bliss as they used to say... 

Thank you for reading me, I dont deserve it:

Life is sacrifice...

When you were born into this World in human form, another life gave her youth beauty and strength to survive by risking her life to give you birth...

thanks forever be to Mothers everywhere... before I sleep I always thank my mother for the Kindness she gave me that I mostly never returned... then instead of prayers I add all the people I knew who were even a small part of my life, say their names, share a few internal folders of vast memories slightly fading

in every sense life is gift you never deserved, it's a free ride in a world that is wide and very confusing if you have low intelligence like moi...

when you finally "get" the river of gifts you ride on... it is time to meditate on gratitude... that is a meaningful pursuit into your souls endless relentless realisation... that you were born by the emotional and physical pain of another... Your Mother...

By the time you get the message... she is already dead... She gave Her all to give you something, a chance to jump love life and dance.. not just Her but all true souls that gave you love and you neglected...

The Grave is the pit of endless Remorse, there is no coming back, just going back to square uno... postulating the pointlessness of all existence ever at any time, in all time...

Life is a waste of pain without conclusion, just ego and delusion keeps you going, plus habits or perversion by mind altering drugs, every lost and failed Artist is a snowflake from the cold heart of deceptive matrix of miss-unification, there is nobody who will give you anything deeply meaningful except the Blood that gave you this tiny gift of life... 

i.e. Love is an unending sacrifice, when nothing seems to stay the same for very long... nothing is still or ever stable, except the long lost dead... who gave all they had to help you...

but look what you did with that vast inheritance you have blown it all on the past not the good of others or the help of wild animals, the whales are beaching worldwide because of intolerable noise, they escape the water only to find death as a release...

Do me a little Favour... 

Save the fucking world, you Mother inseminator's....

when the scythe comes...

you are eating Beef in black bean sauce with Green peppers... (My favourite Chinese creation ever) a fair meal in a reasonable place with an old friend, and outside you see a dark figure at the window looking in on you, directly in the eyes...

you instinctively feel a slow primal fear creeping up on and in you... your having the start of a tiny panic attack, remember panic "is a killer of weary decrepit Hearts"... 

Old men die in panic mostly, or trying to have sex with a younger woman and realising his erection, may have cost him, his life...

blood aint flowed that much since your mother died... 

Misery is just a mouthful away... as you chew that tasty green pepper... a voice only you can hear... appears in your inner ears...

"Excuse me Sir, very sorry to interrupt your cosy evening, but dear fellow, it is "Time to die" not tomorrow but tonight, thats it; your done; cooked and booked... there is no Bail for Hotel Morgue...

after the pain you are about to feel you will be re-allocated to a new field of existence... sorry about your date... she will live to fornicate again... but your dick has inverted back into your body... farewell you wanna be porn star... who went too far... in an old Car...

the shadow of Death is upon us all even at the happiest moments we can feel and remember... it is the sudden loss of normality and comfort that really tears you apart... 

the loss of one you loved and didn't fully appreciate, only too late to languish on the Cross with Jesus Christ himself, failed and impaled... like the low born sinner waster you is, are, was... will ever be...

how do you re-boot a soul to a fully cleansed state of equilibrium... it is the very riddle of existence, your personal Morality really matters... dont mention redemption; your impending torment is like a burn that cold water will never relieve... at times like that suicide seems like a reasonable Honorable alternative...

but your too Yellow to be a Hero... 

no amount of begging or Praying will change anything...

you are officially Eviscerated (gutted like a fish)

4ever... space is so big there is plenty of room for nobody...

A Human face

the human Face is such an interesting place, like fingerprints and with every bit of finite variation of a small increment 'here' or 'there' makes you unrecognisable not only to others, but yourself...

your face is who you seem to be, but it is not the person you pretend to be: a face is a dangerous place... especially in public... always hide your true identity as far as is humanely possible... forget living in the shadows, you will always be found like a Crab in a small pool of water...

you have only one fate, to be crushed and eaten like a popcorn during a mediocre movie...

Remember Vanity is a calamity... your not smart enough to hide your true self, you make it worse by trying to be someone else...

Dictator Who became a benefactor...

can you imagine a power crazy dictator suddenly realising his people are all he has.. and decides to give them free food often, a generous discount for heating and housing... You would be talking about a darn near perfectly equalised society, where the rich share with the poor... where Joy of screaming Children happy to be fat, everywhere...

Pity is; these all powerful people are blind ignorant and utterly inhumane... it is time for a new view of life n existence.. after April 1st life is no longer a joke... it is CRITICAL for SURVIVAL...

It is hard to be good when other people are so horrible, but the Jews did it ! even in the face of imminent demise... If Jews and Muslims could truly be integrated friends we would have a Joy beyond knowing... how wonderful it is to know for certain than you are protected by love in good faith...

I.E. Bad faith is to think there is evil and wickedness where in fact "there is no evil or any wickedness or bad intentions" Bad faith... Ask yourself DO I HAVE IT ?

only Children of the Revolution are born without hate or discrimination... if we could just try to unify as one collective we would save the World as well as us..

Thank GOD we still have AMERICA as our true companion through the hard times... to come... amen +