Monday 11 March 2024

Puppet theatre...

Life is... just that, and other minds pull the strings who controls your free will, do you have any?... but the audience is us, as we watch ourselves in direct retrospect and ratio to our present reality of mortality...  this is a deep hoot please listen to it, a person after my own heart...

a Pilgrim seeking freedom from the self...


May you too be free wherever your at, even just for a few seconds of tranquil silence, dont worry it has all been taken care of, all your worst fears are annulled come close to the fire and out the cold... it was only a bad dream Leibling = (German for special favourite)

Saturday 9 March 2024

Worry

you can say worry keeps you busy... while you scare yourself half to death, when things get out of control with things just out of your reach, it keeps you itching and a twitching... it's a bitching state of mind, its like having your head stuck in the devil's Butt... where it's hard to breathe let alone swallow or even talk... what is there to say...

when you can utter nothing... what use are words anyway if only as confessions or prayers to save your terrified spirit as you tremble in fear of the next moment losing your grip on the window ledge on the 23rd floor...

you want to lose weight find something to worry about it will prevent you from resting at all, and it puts you off food and fun in general, as a neurosis at least it keeps your fingernails short... and your sphincter healthy... such are the benefits of misery... 



DON'T WORRY TILL IT ACTUALLY HAPPENS
those with no home worry alone...

Wednesday 6 March 2024

Surfing on Joy...

An unforeseen set of circumstances happened last Mon... and led to a complete U-turn into a deep sense of spiritual fulfillment... that continues and persists right up to the moment of typing... god the matrix master has smiled upon me... and the warm tingling uplifting biofeedback of good fortune is filling my body and mind...

I have found the Church of my Heart in the moment of continued existence, a state of endless very gentle pleasure, lapping in like an ocean current onto a small vulnerable island, from the center of your being... 

gifting of free completeness at the moment of perceiving it/feeling it... like a blanket of Morphine and Adrenaline lifting and relaxing the power of the wonderful moment-by-moment continued sense of ongoing completeness, not sure I have the power of English to patently able to explain the pleasure of a "continuous" spritual orgasm that never relents...

No Kidding... I am living in a state of heightened Nirvana/Satori by no deliberate act of my own will... it came to me, not the reverse... but from the future... where the proof of all things exists...


to Witchfairy Xx I give deep thanks... you helped me a lot:

Sunday 25 February 2024

Reality is in Danger

Where is it... there are so many levels and echelons of discrimination, just for looking different... most errors in human judgment are reinforced by the aesthetic we perceive... incongruently without a second thought:

What looks good is often the evil we are subsumed by... in Shakespeare, it was the ugly Lead box... in your life it is a glittering prize... get a grip on reality before you lose your soul sanity and integrity...


never dream beyond your means both mental emotional and material... stay within the confines of a realistic expectation, all else is ordinary madness... and a lifelong friend of disappointment...

Mindfulness...

you have heard the buzzword over the last decade or two, what does it really mean, it is as simple as "Keep concentrating" Every few seconds we go on a mental dreamland holiday, you get railroaded distracted, and protracted... from the task at hand, when you forget what you were just thinking of, like when you go to the kitchen and when you get there...

you forgot why you went there... the saddest version of this to forget the happiness that you have had, the unrequited kisses you once longed for... all burnt to dust in the candle holder of your tiny mind... in the Ashtray of your dirty habits

if that is your case you will never be an Astronaut, people who panic are a liability and fill the command module with Vomit and other discharges... maybe that is an example too far...

some memories need the kiss of life to evoke until you one day forget you ever had them all together, which equals a leaking life vessel, dripping until there is just a Ghost in Old folk's home staring into space just looking out the window without actually seeing anything... that is how you become the living dead... 

What I am talking about is the endless lack of continuum between thoughts random and variable and resisting the distraction that may just kill you... it would be better if you lived in a state of awareness that will protect rather than neglect, being stupid is the symptom of a sloppy consciousness...

Idiocy is incurable but laziness is adjustable... when you get too tired to think that is when you need a good self-imposed dose of Mindfulness... to keep you on track to catch a wishful thought and hold it in your hand... things are so easily lost or mislaid... from Penny's to People... make a wallet of your mind; keep it close and keep it safe...


Larry at his best.

Sunday 18 February 2024

Emotional Intelligence...

There are so many levels of discrimination toward other entities/peoples, we all do it automatically, for survival purposes, (deep in our primal mind) a part of us makes the assumption visible or instinctive... by obvious or most often almost undetectable invisibility...

i.e. most couples don't know the partner they committed to, until the Day, they GET ANGRY, for no particular reason... months or years, maybe the day they get home after the honeymoon...

Einstein had Mathematical intelligence/Genius... and you could argue that Jesus had Emotional Intelligence/Genius... two polar opposites...

what would you rather have peace of mind or the burden of worrying about your interpersonal calculations? who can judge the quality of a person on the first meeting? even after years of familiarity... you get a shock from behind...

and Bang Bang Bang, fools die in their dozens...wise minds find the time to delay and disrupt the bad intentions of others... by Stalling them with dualistic charm, with a sincerity that they don't feel, all because you can delay before you pay with your life...

you are a sophisticated machine... dont get hi-jacked by bar-room bullshitters who only want your Pussy, and your PIN number...

Get a life find your intuition NOW

Saturday 17 February 2024

Navalny remembered...

Not since the Murder of Jesus Christ has a more decent fine kind and good Man been crucified to become a Martyr for "all Mankind" most of all the long-suffering Russian People, who have been raped murdered, and mutilated mentally physically, and spiritually...

it is a Marshall Law Mafia conglomerate, a pyramid of corruption from the top down, everybody is seeking for that "teat" to suck on and never let go, like a newborn animal, into a world of distorted realities and dubious morality all those wicked Men in the Kremlin... How do they sleep at night? they might upset the Master... just by a look in the eye...

Such paranoia is completely believable, and like a wild animal smells your fear and feels your weakness... you make yourself the target just by being noticed... by twitching too much...

Stalin was not fit for office, he should have been committed to a mental asylum, he had no education, heart no soul no regrets no conscience... he was the world's most successful Psycopath for certain sure... 

and Now Putin, much like Xi (that fat Chinaman) thinks he is the new MAO, the embodiment of China in a single Man, he is also needing Medical treatment for delusions of grandeur; what an Egotist, like all dictators, full of himself, he can solve everything, as if...

Remembering Navalny hurts, such injustice and cruelty inflicted upon him... all because a nasty old man was to frightened of him even in Siberia... He would have been the total liberation of the Russian people... it would have been a New Era in the lost World of miscommunication and distrust amongst nations...

He was the Second coming... (in many aspects and derivations of interpretation) for the last hopes of all humanity, now he is Gone... but believe me his Spirit lives on...

Please give it your best shot at realizing what has just recently happened... don't be Shy it is honorable to Cry... it shows you have a functioning Heart... it is your deep emotional intelligence, not blind idiocy... 


I will carry your dead body in my arms as the Prison will not even release his final remains, such unforgivable disrespectful disgraceful unconscionable inhuman perverted nastiness is so characteristic of that poison Dwarf Vlad Putin who derevrves shootin... ASAP if God allows...

Tear him from his Throne of rotting hatred, and smite him like an infection that has no cure... and obliterate "it"


we are all bound together in the same fate as those we pity: after all the pain and anguish there is total peace and release, Mark your fate these are words of comfort... to a lost kitten or puppy dying in the Box they were abandoned in...

Please if you ever get the chance... 'HAVE MERCY' it makes a God, out of an ordinary Human being kind...

Tuesday 13 February 2024

Nothing is Certain

every bet is speculation, on Red is likely to be annulled, luck is a terrible illusion, chance is a random eventuality... but chance itself is predictable, in theory using the vast intricacies of Quantum the future is already known in reflections from it... 

every photon has a reflection back into time before the light was transmitted... wait long enough and Zero will come up, just like your very own number, you too will win the fate that comes just too late... he who seeks a fortune for nothing gets everything and nothing eventually... 

who would take a chance on you only a simplistic romantic moron... who wants to fuck a geriatric?

Even ABBA is beyond desire now...


Your better off Shagging God, She wont cheat on you, this is the best version of "My Sweet Lord" ever sung, Billy really gives it the Soul it needed...



Bless us all when we need it most... 
let there be Mercy for all living things...