Nightmares of the Damned

Anything; you can imagine; has already happened to someone somewhere.. there are more ways to torture a mind; and a body; than you could ever pretend to ever even think of...

we dont even need to go there; where; just the suggestion; of pain is a potentiality, because you have been captured, your hands are bound behind your back, your feet and legs also bound, just to be handcuffed with "zip Tree Ties" is a very scary scenario.. you rightly assume you're Dead meat.. 

but how you ''get to be Dead'' is the dark mystery of this enforced incarceration.. what follows; this limousine ride; into the dark night; of the soul... perhaps the last, and the darkest..

The Panic: is the greatest test; of the mind; and soul: those who Panic; and over react; get; despatched; quickly.. often terribly;.. what terror awaits beyond this hand and foot bound ride in the back of a Mercedes G Wagon (thank you Tom!) with a meat loaf sized; musclebound; refigerator; of a human Being.. sitting either side of you; each of them holding an elbow of yours each... while they snort vast amounts of powder from a gold bucket with silver spoons to feed that nasal need..

You; cannot; escape;.. the sumtotal of the Panic is to infer, you are riding toward the killing ground... where soon terrible unknown anguish and pain beyond recording or reckoning.. what did I do so wrong to get here?

Being You was enough asshole... People Disappear with alarming regularity.. You will never know how good it was to be alive; until you get taken; without consent, how fresh was the air.. how good fresh food tasted...  

how easily you existed; how much fun it was to feel peace in your heart; enough; to fall deeply asleep without any fears... with the promise of a certain tomorrow... almost always; every night you went to sleep...

before they told you had Aries instead of Cancer... and you will be not so assured of next year's holiday... which you already booked and paid for...

I am sorry to tell you; for you Tomorrow.. may not be such a sure bet... 

Thats when you must seek my "Self Help Blogs" to find a way out of Death and Madness.. I cannot guarantee You will make it to the next life.. but you will feel much better about dying; and feeding Roses in a Garden.. than a thousand year Reich.. made from your vapid Ego... that amounts to sheer ignorance and the denial of God in the first place!...