Time Out..

Having a Crisis.. I need a Triple heart bypass within 8-12 months or I am dead.. but they wont do it for me because I admitted I still smoked... so they declined to help.. I need £23k to cover the private Op.. which is not in my possession..

so I wont be posting for a bit.. as I have a constant aching pain in my left side, which prevents free flowing thought... it's all that womans fault.. I wish I'd never met her.. what a squandering of energy that was.. what a waste of time my life has been...

Ciao..