Variable Time..

All of creation is the ultimate LEGO.. everything can; and is made of it, and in that Lego are a few several particles that make everything... like the primal colours.. all hues are made from 3 variants... that turns into 16 bit colours of millions

Einstein said, "Time exists in order that everything doesn't happen all at once…and space exists so that it doesn't all happen to you."..

Time is a construct of matter.. but Mind is a medium without any limitations.. as it see's and imagine's a future before it has happened... hence fear, paranoia, and gut instincts... Dreams imaginary, and Dreams foretelling.. also inordinate expectations of pain and pleasure.. we are all suckers when it comes to the endurance of any given experience...

I can prove time is variable..? oh yeah... mind matter and time works with; and against each other... Oh yeah?

Yeah... When you see a car coming at you in a head on collision at a combined speed of many terminal miles an hour.. you will feel time slow down to a time lapse of fearful stillness.. like I did in the past.. (how far in the past? that's immaterial, as time is so liquid and malleable)... if it had not been for an Air bag I would be fertilizer..

when you defecate .. time dont matter at all.. You are happy to enjoy the pure duration of relief.. which is timeless.. whereas Orgasm always ends to soon and even tantric encounters end without conclusion!... the third act of intimacy always ends with a predictable curtain call... and mandatory cigarette...

The fear of Death is a miasmic focus puller of time itself... like when Drowning... or being suffocated... or crushed slowly by falling walls onto your weak little torso.. 

or like today... in the Sauna... I am a member of a private Spa, and to get value for money, I go at least 3 times a week.. I love the slow panic that rises after about 14 mins.. it is entirely psychological, as You know 15 mins is the recommended duration, and when the last 2 minuets approach, that irreversible panic develops, so does your ability to tolerate the heat.. after 20 mins, it is intolerable...

I usually do 15 mins, then 5 mins in the cold dip, then 10 mins back in the heat, then 5 mins in the cold dip, then 5 mins, followed by 5 mins in the dip...

The perception of time is highly polarised depending on the current event.. When your locked up in a police cell, awaiting release, a few hours seems terminal and almost endless... 

think back to childhood, when you couldn't wait for Christmas day, so you could finally get your selfish satisfaction... to bury yourself in presents... and lustfully enjoy them all at once.. only to tire of them and feel a hollow emptiness when you remember all the things you didn't get... You know what ungrateful Pig's kid's are... they would be better off with a single bullet for Xmas, right between the eyes... 

I have not actually proved anything, but have enjoyed vomiting my vitriolic outburst to offend all the morons and malefactors who may chance on my poisoned suppositions... 

Hope you get as confused up as I am... dont worry You will in Time.. it demolishes all paper people.. who burn in the oven..

it creeps over you like mildew, then one day you admit.. it caught up with you... in time all love is false, all friends are frauds, and all people are slimly dishonest parasites.. who want to fuck you up... and steal your money... Because Money is God, and everybody wants the paradise and limitless freedom it can bring.. 

Redemption has a price, but can You afford it?..