Thats right.. it is 14.5 days since my last Vodka.. Alcho's are like Christians, they are always praying for forgivness.. and are always starting to stop the things that corrupt & seduce them...
I Got through my 99th nervous breakdown, and am sailing straight on a calm sea of deep emotions... this time I am Totally dedicated to the task of keeping hang-over free.. waking up with clean blood is so invigorating.. and fate has smiled on me...
Last Sunday I was coming back over the hills from a gig, when suddenly the steering went stiff, the lights dimmed and the car ground to a stop.. my Auxilliary cam belt had shredded.. but after a short wait I managed to get home.. if it had happened the day before, I would have lost 2 gigs wages.. as I couldnt have got there.. so out of misfortune came a disguised blessing, as they often are when you re-run them in retrospect.. you see how lucky you were... know what I'm saying...
So even though the repairs were expensive, at least I got 2 wads in b4 disaster... see?... and for these last 2 weeks I am on one of my Bi-Polar ascentions into supreame relaxed state of spirit & mind.. a bit like instant ZEN that inhabits every thought process, and a calm deliberation in every carefully managed conclusion.. so I had to take a break to put a line between the past & now...
from now on its all going forward.. no looking back, except in the refraction of an occasional tear.. like that Hit from the 80's "The only way is Up"...
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