Sunday 21 February 2016

Missing life-time

Just had the worst week ever... Nausea and violent dizziness, maybe flu?.. and on top of all that, terrible toothache right after having a new filling... could barely stand up without retching hard, couldnt eat... got hungry; but after 4-5 mouthfuls, was retching again..

it could have something to do with going cold turkey.. after my supply was cut off, partly deliberately partly due to lack of finances.. what a bad ride... if it wasn't for my baby Boo giving me unconditional love with her little warm body and kisses, I would have given up and expired...

Misery incarnate... but feeling somewhat better tonight... as if anyone gave a god damn... thought it deserved an explanation.. so there you go.. now Just gotta wait till Monday to get to the Dentist...

Wall to wall misery... cant wait to get this life over with... I've had enough.. but there's more to come before it's curtains.. so here goes another wasted day in a worthless life...

forget people.. they are duplistic shallow insincere prejudiced ghouls, who live for money; impossible desire and beauty.. without considering its transient nature.. the only genuine love and affection comes from animals.. humans are the worst kind of vermin, not to be trusted or believed in, dont let them anywhere near You, especially into your life.. as they always mutilate the natural and leave you distressed rejected and hurt..

Remember all the good people are Dead.. no Human has half the soul of a single Bacteria.. they will always Let you down, lie to you, Tell tales on You, Cheat on You, steal your patients... and disappoint You at the last... by deserting You... Hate is the only true emotion.. love is for limp cowards and losers...

seek revenge whenever possible... treat them with the contempt they deserve.. and show no mercy: that's for sentimental fools and idiots.. You dont have long to wait before the whole global system falls down around your head... dont believe me.. just wait a few weeks and see...

I hope you all suffer the trials of eternal mayhem... Fuck all of You: now pass the cyanide... so I can finally find Peace of mind...

TRUMP will be President btw:



  

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