Amorphic Alexithymia

I am not; a very social animal like, say; a Gorilla is... didn't grow up in a peaceful Jungle... that then gets raided by "Bush meat bandits" like they do, and foresters (Nothing to do with me!) who cut down trees and rape habitats of the old wise Apes...

The Hierarchy of Jungle beasts is keenly observed by it's young.. so as to know one's place and merge into the collective... if you ignore the rules, you may get killed in a flash... an outburst reaction from the Ape you offended, for trying to get too close to his Young... or his prized Females... of which He is Master over all...

Men have died for less.... so too in the beast's heart is an unstructured semi randomised reflex, that can wipe your life out; at the wrong moment, when you are so in the wrong place.. He has a right to Attack Lascivious outsiders from penetrating further into their intimate private primate company.. 

I would feel safer with Great Apes, than anyone with religion on their mind... and several daily unnecessary breaks for sublimation to the false cruel and wicked Prophet they idolise in a semi trance state; of pure Hate... Guess Who I am referring to?....

That "Other Tribe" where every Man is born of Rape... and every young girl can be certain; to be raped.. and have their Genitals Mutilated and cut Off!.. then used up; and emotionally butchered into a subservient mess..  in a Land that never speaks of Love... from a Book without "That word" in it!.. Who would you rather live next door to?...

The Great and Glorious Apes in the mists.. they have a "state of Grace beyond all comparison to our, fragmented distracted shallow greeds lusts and goals... all for self and nobody else gets a crust..

an insular greed diseased maggot.. with veiled intentions and hidden agendas... to live off the weak, to ignore the many blessings you have, only to want even more that you dont need... yeah we know...

so if you have Amorphic = is like a part of vision that drifts in and out of focus.. surrounded by smoke and doubt.. Alexithymia (Pronounced Alexi-Thee-Mia what an elegant part greek part Latin cadence to it, 'The Newest word in my lexicon'.. 

So if you display/have/had Amorphic Alexithymia.. you are a Cold Blooded Mean spirited sub human not fit to sit with poor; yet kind folk.. who promises return on an investment and gives none back... you're a sociopath and a con artist.. "like most City folk".. 

everyone is trying to rob/scam/deceive/ every one else... They fuck you while you sleep!.. "Drugged on empty promises".. you'd be Bernie Madoff the biggest Tic who sucked more blood from people's souls, then gave them Crohn's disease from the bite... who then infected the whole family's future security.. and happiness...

but let's remember.. they were tempted "by their own greed" (which is more immorally deviant?) to get more than they could Imagine?.. trouble is they stopped believing anything; except that "which they wanted to believe, too lazy to check the balance?'' so who is most to blame?

I'll tell you for nothing... 
STUPID PEOPLE GET A STUPID FATE..
(so who is more Stupid?)

APE'S DON'T RAPE!..
only humans take..!!

Some baby Apes have witnessed the hacking apart of their Parents.. to make ASHTRAYS from the Hands.. the rest cut up and sold on the streets, covered in flies... if you ask Me.. I'd say EBOLA/AIDS is nature's revenge on Man... from the Beasts they so abused used and mercilessly killed for sport...

Long live the Animal Kingdom... huh? 
Coz we are animals not fit for any kingdom... 
save hell itself...

Hey.. I'm fine.. just blowing steam.. I'm a Boiler "ain't I?" sending warm fun... to my number one... why should I resist it? it's second Nature to me now... and a part of who I am..
what a curse; to be so.. compartmentalised... Ahem... excuse me..
(spit/cough/fart/burp/dribble; lol..)


Bedtime for Bonzo... hic'..