Physiology of Hatred

Oh yes it does have... it affects your Sleep, appetite, peace of mind, concentration, shortens your temper, and life, takes all the fun out of almost everything.. it can fill you with unrelenting venom, that never ends..

Sadly it is almost unavoidable at least a few times in your life.. whatever the reason/s.. it eats you like emotional Cancer from within.. only a Sufi or Buddha can neutralise it..

which You aint.. that takes a lot of dedication by meditation, and You.. dont have the patients... no; coz your a want it now impatient spoiled consumer Pig.. like most of the rest of the western world..

Trouble is.. if you repress it, it goes deep inside and mutilates your unconscious, till all you think of is "Murder most foul" as hate is a corpse in waiting... either yours or theirs...

So as a Spiritually Ignorant pleb you are faced with a seemingly irresolvable Dichotomy of torment and distress... if You react like a cornered animal you are the one who ends up on a rope, and all the condemnation of others...

it is one thing to Hate.. but quite another to be Hated: and to know you are hated.. not by all, even by one, is too many anyway!: 'how you augment hate is the measure of your metal'.. if you have lost control of it; then it's already too late for redemption... 

but miracles actually do happen... and more frequently than lottery wins.. if you have humility and a truly contrite heart.. but if you wallow in revenge and detailed plans of painful payback, then you have lost all hope of acquiring Sainthood.. long suffering and persecution is the food of an ascending Soul; 

if you are Hungry to see the face of God, in the Mirror... you must pay for it in full; because to forgive is an agonising sacrifice, to a world weary tired mortal on the brink of one solitary degree of goodness... 

it's a paradox, if you try to be good too hard you will not be sincere, which is evil; you must instead not try to be bad... which is a concious act; goodness has to be unconscious, a natural reflex that pre-exists before wickedness and calculation of the advantage you alone gain by being so steps in.. to evaluate the future consequences.. it is a form of intelligence beyond a mere I.Q... 

it is a road that can turn into a razor blade, for those who walk in deception, false Love is far worse and more deadly than any anger, and kills more people than bullet's; an empty Kiss is worse than Death.. the realisation of gentle betrayal is more scary than a scalpel; as it removes your heart without blood; it separates you from your Soul; and is the mother of all Misery.. 

Hate is always too late.. Love saves you ahead of time, in time to be released from the Prison of torment, that might as well be eternal.. for one minute without the knowledge of merciful Love is a Sorrow beyond bearing... and makes every heartbeat another new repeated death; without Hope:

Careful whom you hate.. because all hate returns to the originator.. eventually; and almost always... without warning:

''Disguised as a Heart attack, or Cerebral Hemorrhage,'' after all; you pulled the fuse; and ''couldn't put it back''.. it is your own internal saboteur that can no longer tolerate your endless ignorance; lack of morality and compassion.. 

''The Ego always explodes''.. and not a slither of dead flesh has any future.. you become a stain on the pavement they Quickly wash away...

like the murdering Muslims who have been randomly stabbing Jews in Jerusalem... Islam is a Blood clot that needs "letting".. into the Gutter where it belongs with the sewage... along with it's toilet paper of a dogma; worse than Diarrhea or Ebola..... as it infects and contaminates all who follow the Disease of it's inhuman ungodly teachings..

May there be no Mercy; for the unmerciful..