Thursday 24 July 2014

Melancholia..

Is the most insightful state of mind.. it holds back almost all desires and goals.. you are still as a corpse yet theoretically animated and breathing... but Your Heart is dead.. yet seems to keep beating.. till your almost beaten..

at The Crossroads of the spirit.. where you learn to love till it kills you... the cost of Love is Death even on instalments.. and the riddle of life is found in a souls scary detailed torture... taken to pieces over again in the corridor of 4th dimensional time, "recollection is" all the graveyard live in that closet..... and every Dead Pet becomes an Angel.. because Angels come from much anguish..

when your old you will be glad to be sad.. sounds insane.. but. that is what your looking at... that last piece of the puzzle is unsolvable.. "why Me, Why this life, Who was I, who am I, will I survive Death and live on... in a hell or heaven..." is a single life of any worth... or are we blades of grass, just waiting for the Reaper.. to cut us down and destroy any beauty we may have found...

in the Temporary is found the eternal... when you finally lose your Ego and lay down to meet your maker... you better be honest, coz she can tell a faker.. try to be no-one and you will become everyone, who is as afraid as You.. of the indeterminate journey to the Stars, or to rot as fertilizer, they are equally valid, but not everybody jumps the final quantum, in the realisation of ones own final demise..

But not all the dead have died.. advanced intelligence adapts to its surroundings.. those with aptitude attain altitude...

all of creation is a sustained contemplation in the act of thinking and evolving into the perfect end product... all life becomes Female.. in advanced states of perfect division there is a tendency toward errors.. when gravity is found! solved, when prayers are answered and the impossible is ordinary.. we will find: the fastest way to God.. is to be Kind...

not cruel and selfish.. it's a no brain'r... to a lion Tamer..

There is a frequency where we can unite, and love will rule the World.. Yeah.. as if..

But the dumbest prayers get granted?.... Even Murderers have won the Lottery?.... just the IDEA or the delusion of being loved, is as great as any love can ever be...

i.e. Your idol, movie star, pin-up, girl next door under-age... itch... almost all men are Paedophiles.. but what all perverts miss is the priceless friendship you can have without any carnal interference... with just an intent to be helpful and caring..

many times is affection taken as a personal attack.. I wish I had such an attack... you can eat me.. just tickle me rub my tummy, and tell me you will be a friend forever... 

then Death is acceptable.. to have been loved at all.. is to have had a decent life.... compared to those lost souls who had No love and no affection.. affection is a power in itself.. when you give it, it feels good, but.. when you recieve it... it feels Divine..

Hope you get some ASAP soon....
Love the meek and help the Poor... what else can you do? whatever you can do.. do it... make someone happy... its that easy...

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