Worst Day in the World..

The Sky is awash with violence, Driving devil Rain Pisses into my face, Chill gales suggest impending doom, no comfort is anywhere to be found, no warmth human companionship or food... it is the Worst Day in the World, and it is the first day of the last Year... One can understand why anyone would run to their destruction.. and give up life itself...


The Rain is like razor cuts, like Gunfire, the wind is like bad breath breathing all over me.. a Seminal realisation grips my Guts, and burns my liver with a gallon of past weeks Vodka... My intestines have nothing but liquid in them... I have perpetual Diarrhoea and a headache from hell, and I am looking Death right in the face... the Acquiescent cowardice to give in to it.. and let it overwhelm me... it seems like a preferable option to taking another breath....


I see the faces of all the dead looking back at me from the other side of time, all of us will go through this gate, and all of us will see them.. the day you meet Death as a new stranger and it's fascinating face astounds You, is The Worst Day in the World ever... it is the day you join the legions of the long gone... who had hope stolen from them, and a sudden surprise to make You choke on your own spit.. while your underpants are Soaked with shit...


now You know Why people jump off cliffs, and flick the switch to turn off life, there comes a day of judgement when it's You who pulls the plug... and runs to rip it out the wall... when the host of the ghost abandons all hope.. and joins the dead... with enthusiasm.. You cracked the code of all Illusion's and embrace the Glorious realms of eternal nothingness...


while others suffer and strive to live, You found out it is makes much more sense to give up and just lay down and Die... Death is the last trembling act of Sex that made You.. the last instalment of the squirt that threw You up Your Mothers Cunt.. all Mothers were Whore's and all Lovers are born liars... to perpetuate the Infection of life on Earth..


That is the Worst day in the World... only terminal Cancer and old age are worse.. which you already have.... but cant tell anyone, as it looks like you want sympathy..