Tuesday, 23 August 2011

In Praise of Vodka...

in any indulgence a human body can tolerate... "DOSAGE" is the key to it all.. if you know your dosage ratios, i.e. when you can drink the best Pure genuine imported 40% triple distilled Vodka, Pronounced Wodka..


when your a young inexperienced Alcoholic, You drink out of frequency to your able dosage flow... per hour/day/week/month/year/lifetime... Like Dear Amy, just the mention of her name there.. and tears are welling up in my eyes, so much so, I have to blink twice to clear them, and the whole screen big as it is 32'.. looks like an impressionist painting by gifted lunatic like "Vincent"...


back on track: it's OK I used a tissue... There is Good & BAD Alcoholism.. the bad I mentioned above, The Good (an inverted tangent of health warnings, so to speak would never use good in that sence)


When you master Dosage... You find a wormhole to a triple core processor within your conciousness, so much so, Your Brain becomes a slave to You!!.. it is like being living Neural net computers, all ruunning together...


Example.. in the last 5 days I drank 5.5 bottles of V, but never actually reached Drunkenness once... never "LOST CONTROL" like the Ametuers and Adolescents do... coz it was the Fuel for the reactor of my unconscious... like Earnest Hemmingway... he knows what I mean/meant... 9 members of his immediate family committed noble yet self destructive suicide... Amazing fact..


However... in the last 2 years I have become "sentient" or partially self actualised.. Levels of Mental states have got what Christians might/do Call, "presence of the spirit" an absolute certainty of future actuality... 


real Comfort from doubt, that good things will be mine.. sometime.. whenever, eventually... maybe eternally.. a Certainty of being loved somehow..


Who can keep a promise that is impossible...? yet will happen but cant at this present moment be proven...? it'd called FAITH... a derivative of its lower form called love... which is not to be dissmissed, but a stepping stone to higher and wholesome natural Proufoud emotions... and Revelations... of a Holy nature... (Whatever Holy is defined by,in your (Peace of heart/mind) cornucopia of infinite references...)


or... transmitted intelligence, that is not wholly mine or mind..) confused? then I have failed.. but.. who can describe the certain knowledge of the true God.. over all false Gods, against an argument that Your God is the real Good Guy... 


a personal Knowledge of perfect math Symmetry and mindfulness... without romantic Love or immature sentimentallity... to KNOW something wonderful is coming to You.. without Fear or Doubt, a sence of certainty that the impossible is not only happening out there... but inside of your previously Corrupted mind... 


it's like being James Bond at a dinner party... and pretending your a second rate Car Salesman.. all the while being a light year ahead of today...


To see the present.. like it was the past... and pretend you know nothing.. but feel sensations beyond the human sences, or cant tell anyone who why or what your here for... or you betray the trust Godhead gave to you, last thing of all, you cant speak your name..


Because Who you are is unimportant.. but who you can reach deep inside of to lift from misery, and heal them in deep secret silence... all the while hiding the power you have to touch the damned with REAL LOVE:...


Which You are blessed to give anonymously, like Angels do.. to people who do.. not deserve, its a dream Job, Giving.. blessings for them to deliver.. like an Apache Helicopter that bombs You with Love rockets... and if You are in MY sights.. No way can you escape from the Joy I bring You...




Amen, as a priest.. I have to go fuck some Devils... instead will torment them with a Lecture on "DOSAGE" which you already had... so Good/night/day/targeting in progress...


within 90 mins of reading this.. You will be drunk like a Pro.. on Hope:


The best gift to give any child anytime any World will do.. 
but your Duty to Do !!




I am Willin.. to get you Chillin.. Children... dont get TOO close I stink of blood and Faeces, its the people who smell like me... NOT THEM...


Amen...

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